by dharmabytes Sun Aug 14, 2011 2:27 am
You know, when I try to think back, I can't remember exactly how I got into Reiki. I remember I was researching medicinal herbs back in 2006 and was looking into some online courses for that and I think that's how I happened onto a Reiki course and signed up for it and completed Reiki Level I online. I was already practicing a mixture of Western Buddhism, Christianity, Gnosticism and Animism (I know that's a mouthful), so Reiki fit in very well with my varied beliefs. I did Reiki Level II later and am working on Level III now. I'd had an interest in the healing field for a long time and have used herbs since the late 70's for my personal use. So as far as why I initially got into Reiki, I was drawn to it as a healing method because I wanted to help people.
What I didn't realize at the time I had my first attunement was that it would lead me on a spiritual journey, even more intense than my initial journey with Buddhism. I left Reiki briefly for 2 years and I agree with Salman. I felt a big vacuum, a "Dark Night of the Soul," if you will. That went on for two years. Then I had what you would call a spontaneous spiritual awakening again in December 2010, this time of a Christian flavor and was eventually led back to doing Reiki. I just went back to practicing this July and am slowly starting to feel centered and at peace with life again.
So while Reiki started out as a healing modality for me, it has ended up being a spiritual path in combination with Buddhism and Christianity. One thing that I am a little angry about (I know, I know - "Just for today...") is that my first Reiki teachers did not tell me that Reiki was for life, that once attuned you cannot just "leave" Reiki. Hence, the "void" when I'm not practicing. I also didn't know that when you leave Reiki for a long time the energy channels that have been opened by attunement can get clogged wreaking havoc in your life physically and emotionally. So, I agree with LuvSoulJah that, in a sense, Reiki can be an addiction, although a good addiction.
So, to me, Reiki is like any other spiritual path you undertake. You keep a little of each spiritual method with you for life, a sort of individual blend of spiritual practice and that's what makes each teacher a little different. Reiki is now definitely a spiritual path for me, not just a healing modality. I hope by looking at it as that, that I'm not diluting the original intent Usui Sensei had for Reiki.