Pachamama wrote:firstly let me say, sorry to hear your business has collapsed...
that's ok. i've still got a few things i can do yet, slightly diversifying also. It just never took off the way it looked like it was going to.
Pachamama wrote:
And secondly, I'm a little confused, you are paying £10,000 for Master training?.....but why are you doing that if you already are at that level and are able to offer that training and /initiation/attunement to others?
It's really important for me i try to form my own critical opinion of everything in reality. I'm a bit of a paradox (ask Luvsouljah/ben). The more people spoke negative about Takata, the more i wanted to make my own mind up. So, whilst searching for THe style of Reiki (whatever that is) i came full circle back to Usui Shiki Ryoho. I feel a deep sense of belonging, loyalty, affection, even love, for both the style and Takata. The one person who is teaching me i never even asked him to. I guess he offered cause he saw similar in me in what he went through. Even though he regularly gets requests by folks to teach, he generally refuses (teaching Takatas ways), so for me, that in itself was a speical honour too good to miss.
Paradoxically, even though i'm at the gate of what Usui Shiki Ryoho was taught like, what has formed within me now is a deep appreciation of the alternative expression of Usui Shiki Ryoho. That formless catch-all path. for me, i look at the way reality is, in that there is no one reality here. So naturally there is no one way of experiencing God, so, no one way of experiencing Reiki. Hence the different styles, and the need for them. What is interesting is that Usui Shiki Ryoho itself, one style, encapsulates all of this. I've a deep respect for that. and now see that way as also essential.
with that in mind, it could be said that there should no longer be a need for me to learn takata's ways. And this is true. There is no 'need'. No burning desire. It was only when i accepted i would never learn her ways that in fact, i was offered what i did.
I tried for so long, and so hard to learn her ways. And i feel compelled to set the record straight in many things in Usui Shiki Ryoho, and with Takata> I dont' appreciate anyone, particularly people supposedely on an elightening path, jumping on bandwagons talking about a woman whom sold her house as the catalyst to me 7my family having the most fullfilling experience - living life in eyesight of God's smile.
Pachamama wrote:
do I need to do a Bono number...' I still haven't found what I'm looking forrrrr'
If you look at me, for whatever reason, rightly, wrongly, i want to share certain things, in as big a way as possible. analysing myself, this did start with a need internally. It's a bit more than that now. True to form, i have a gameplan. One in which i've spoke to my teacher about btw,
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Pachamama wrote:
It was quite funny during the seminar, I mentioned about Reiki shares and the fact that there aren't any Jikiden practitioners in my area, and Tadao said well i'd have to become a teacher then....half jokingly half serious, I didn't take his comment on board, just smiled.
Perhaps he sees something in you,
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Pachamama wrote:and getting back to pricing wayne, I do understand what you are saying, but I don't agree with it...it's good to agree to disagree
wouldn't be the first time, hehe. Thanks for the chat,
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warmest wishes
Wayne