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15 years have passed since I got my First Degree. In the beginning I was ready to teach the whole world. Now I do not dare to give a simple advice to anybody.
I realized how powerful the energy might be and how careful I must be. I wanted to see auras and be an experienced healer at the beginning. Now I am much more careful in my desires. The more abilities you have the more responsibility you carry, the level of tasks to be solved increases strongly.
I have learned to hear the voice of my intuition. Oh dear, it is so thin sometimes! And very often it whispers me something that the majority of people can not understand.
Just for today do not angry……
Sounds obiouse. But does here somebody exist who NEVER was angry with his friends and relatieves?
It happened when I quarreled to death with my husband. He bang the door and left for his work. Ten minutes later my two-years-old son scratched his ear-drum with a pencil. He had never done anything like this before. Neither was later. I heard the scream and saw the blood. I was stunned. Thanks God, the ear-drum happened to be safe but I had to spend a week in a hospital with my sun due to the post-traumatic otitus.
Just for today do not angry…
The responsibility for the deeds of Reiki students is much higher and there is no way back!
I have another story like this.
There was a period of my life when everything went down. Once I was standing in the yard with my kids and thinking:” What for am I living? I can not do THIS. I failed in THAT. I can not afford THIS. I can not cope with THIS problem and with THAT one. The kids behave terribly…” The string of negative thoughts was endless.
The next morning my four-years –old daughter woke up and could not move her leg. She was laying in the bed and moaning of pain. The local doctor suspected the cervix hip fracture and we were sent to the best state hospital in Moscow immediately. The correct diagnosis was much better: arthritis. The treatment was plain, fantastic plain: paracetamol and the rest. Three days later my daughter was running in the hospital’s halls and I had to stop her every five minutes. I asked the doctor about the reason of my daughter’s decease. He started telling me something about the infection nature of this arthritis, that it could be the consequence of the URTI which had happened two or three weeks before...
But I KNEW the REAL REASON without his words. .
December 2010.
There were disturbances of football fans in Moscow. They were crashing the shop windows in the center, there were scuffles in the metro and on the streets. But everything was quiet in our district, no signs of disorders. Nevertheless it was the first time in my life when I was horrified. I had never been afraid of empty entrances and dark streets before. But that day I felt as if hundreds of knives were stuck into my body. I was feeling physically the aggression spread in the air. I was listening to the last news every half an hour. I felt myself powerless and unprotected, I wanted to draw the curtains and lock the door. I was holding my third child, three-months-old baby daughter in my hands. The terrible fear was crawling inside of me.
The next day I got awful mastitis with the fever of 40 C.
I KNEW it was because of the FEAR.
Just for today do not worry...
The recent disorders in the UK, the scurvy tricks of the football fans in Russia, lots of other different events happening in different countries -- there are the springs deriving from the same root. Sometimes I feel myself powerless in front of this enormous octopus which presses the Earth in its tentacles. Unfortunately this octopus was born by people themselves and it hurts most of all...
The only thing I can do is to create a SPACE OF LOVE around me, around my family…
The saving of the Earth starts from such tiny ordinary things, does not it?
The words I wrote might sound strange for somebody.
But I wanted to write about the responsibility and the power of the energy.
I realized how powerful the energy might be and how careful I must be. I wanted to see auras and be an experienced healer at the beginning. Now I am much more careful in my desires. The more abilities you have the more responsibility you carry, the level of tasks to be solved increases strongly.
I have learned to hear the voice of my intuition. Oh dear, it is so thin sometimes! And very often it whispers me something that the majority of people can not understand.
Just for today do not angry……
Sounds obiouse. But does here somebody exist who NEVER was angry with his friends and relatieves?
It happened when I quarreled to death with my husband. He bang the door and left for his work. Ten minutes later my two-years-old son scratched his ear-drum with a pencil. He had never done anything like this before. Neither was later. I heard the scream and saw the blood. I was stunned. Thanks God, the ear-drum happened to be safe but I had to spend a week in a hospital with my sun due to the post-traumatic otitus.
Just for today do not angry…
The responsibility for the deeds of Reiki students is much higher and there is no way back!
I have another story like this.
There was a period of my life when everything went down. Once I was standing in the yard with my kids and thinking:” What for am I living? I can not do THIS. I failed in THAT. I can not afford THIS. I can not cope with THIS problem and with THAT one. The kids behave terribly…” The string of negative thoughts was endless.
The next morning my four-years –old daughter woke up and could not move her leg. She was laying in the bed and moaning of pain. The local doctor suspected the cervix hip fracture and we were sent to the best state hospital in Moscow immediately. The correct diagnosis was much better: arthritis. The treatment was plain, fantastic plain: paracetamol and the rest. Three days later my daughter was running in the hospital’s halls and I had to stop her every five minutes. I asked the doctor about the reason of my daughter’s decease. He started telling me something about the infection nature of this arthritis, that it could be the consequence of the URTI which had happened two or three weeks before...
But I KNEW the REAL REASON without his words. .
December 2010.
There were disturbances of football fans in Moscow. They were crashing the shop windows in the center, there were scuffles in the metro and on the streets. But everything was quiet in our district, no signs of disorders. Nevertheless it was the first time in my life when I was horrified. I had never been afraid of empty entrances and dark streets before. But that day I felt as if hundreds of knives were stuck into my body. I was feeling physically the aggression spread in the air. I was listening to the last news every half an hour. I felt myself powerless and unprotected, I wanted to draw the curtains and lock the door. I was holding my third child, three-months-old baby daughter in my hands. The terrible fear was crawling inside of me.
The next day I got awful mastitis with the fever of 40 C.
I KNEW it was because of the FEAR.
Just for today do not worry...
The recent disorders in the UK, the scurvy tricks of the football fans in Russia, lots of other different events happening in different countries -- there are the springs deriving from the same root. Sometimes I feel myself powerless in front of this enormous octopus which presses the Earth in its tentacles. Unfortunately this octopus was born by people themselves and it hurts most of all...
The only thing I can do is to create a SPACE OF LOVE around me, around my family…
The saving of the Earth starts from such tiny ordinary things, does not it?
The words I wrote might sound strange for somebody.
But I wanted to write about the responsibility and the power of the energy.
Last edited by Anata on Fri Sep 09, 2011 10:11 pm; edited 2 times in total
...if you were a lttle bit 'sensitive' to energy before you became involved in Reiki ( or other spiritual practices that opened up your doors of perception)then after reiki attunements, you can be sure that it will only heighten your 'sensitivities'.....which isn't always a pleasant and sweetness and light thing!!!...even as a wee sprogg I picked up on energies around me.( I had no idea that that was going on at the time) but i used to feel peoples thoughts and pain sometimes....it's not a great gift to empathise too much!!!!
