Dennis wrote:I am a student of Komyo Reiki Kai. I am at a level of learning where I am trying to live in Reiki. I have always struggled to do my daily morning and evening precept practice. However, as the days progress, I miss fewer and fewer of them. As I do this I really try to embody what I am saying. I’m actually trying to live within the precepts. To live in compassion and hope. To gratefully do my best and be kind to everyone. To live a life full of love and integrity. For me this has really challenged me in a spiritual way. It has really brought a lot of my own shortcomings to the surface. I am constantly finding new ways to bring Reiki and my own spirituality into harmony with myself. Although, after saying that, I must admit that at times it seems like the opposite is true. I am continually finding areas within myself where I am lacking of both. I realize that this is an ongoing process and that this could be considered normal growth.
These thoughts left me wondering. How have others addressed these issues within themselves? Surely most go through some sort of transformation. What internal struggles have you gone through (details are not necessary) and what helped you the most? How has Reiki helped you develop and grow into the person you are today? How has it enhanced your own personal spirituality?
Thanks for your thoughts
Hi Dennis,
Well...I`ve found it very easy to adapt the principals when I`ve had the time and resources to control my environment. There was a point a couple of years ago, when I could meditate for more than an hour a day, complete a self treatment that lasted for and hour and a half, Hatsurei ho for 45 minutes and spend a considerable amount of time through the week treating others. Reiki was apparent in my life and thoughts in every moment. I learned much about my self, and had insights of depth regarding existence, plain and simple. Many visions, spiritual sensitivities, a measurable increase in clairvoyance. This was my life at that time.
What I radiated at that time, was attractive on one level or another, to almost every living thing I encountered. I`m saying that animals and people viewed me differently than they viewed other people...It was noticed by others, and they told me of the change they witnessed. Compassion is magnetic, and truly a beautiful thing to all...compassion...the truest form of love I recognize...
I changed my environment, was surrounded by the unfamiliar, and put myself back into the mainstream of society. I get paid to be a critical thinker, and to analyze situations and things. My development slowed down and regressed a bit..logical maybe.
So...as you said, it`s a learning process...Reiki opens the doors of opportunity to expand your consciousness, and ones connectedness to all. If one does their work, i personally, have no idea where limitations begin, for some there may be no limit. If you do the work i did, and continue it, all things you find disagreeable, or unpalatable, may slip out of your being. If you slip back into old patterns, some, but not all of the undesirable aspects of who you were may return. But you will never be exactly as you were before the attunements...attunements change things for us.
Self love is one of the biggest things I`ve experienced through Reiki....extending compassion to self, is at the very least, as important as extending compassion to others. Time does not matter, if one does not leave the path of self evolvement...Time is only an irritation which feeds our impatient nature, as we believe for the most part that our existence is finite...
Do as much "reiki work" as your life and obligations will permit. Extend patience to yourself.
We need to see our selves as growing children in this spiritual respect...We all tolerate behaviors in children that we won`t tolerate in adults, such should be the case here...tolerance, compassion, patience, work, time.
Don`t be disappointed in yourself. You have started down a path that many do not have the courage to travel...much love
RJ